Archive for January, 2008

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Thursday, January 31st, 2008

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游戏爱情?爱情游戏?

Thursday, January 31st, 2008

爱情不是玩游戏
过不了局就放弃
赢不到你的心
还输掉我自己
原来爱你还是要跟别人比

我想我是玩不过你
游戏爱情过了瘾
现在的我和你
渐渐的分高低
原来爱你还是要跟别人比
谁有计谋谁会攻心

也许我没有他的本领会讨你欢心
也许我没有他的武器
他的秘笈会偷你的心伤我的心
请你看看我的表情
我是真心真意爱着你

也许我没有他的聪明会让你开心
也许我没有他的神奇他的勇气
会让你安心让我伤心
请你听听我的心跳
每分每秒都是为了你
都是为了你
爱着你

这是一场预知结局的爱情游戏 不会因为平淡 反而留下了一段非一般的回忆 游戏始于孩童时警察捉贼那类型 你追我逃 游戏往往都会在得意忘形中 跌倒 擦伤 碰伤 还好都不曾跌个头破血流或遍体鳞伤 一段追逐过后 双双就在不知不觉中自投罗网 深深地坠入网中
网的范围是那麽的狭窄 网的质地是多麽的柔细 但却非常有韧性 范围的约束限制不了游戏的进行 常常都处在险中作乐的乐境中 乐境往往都是短暂的 况且事事往往都是乐极生悲 网上若隐若现的呈现出预知结局的点点滴滴 感性的爱情游戏 再如何的付出与赤裸裸的坦诚 仍然抵挡不了科学论理上的铁证 那就是韧度经过无数次的日晒雨淋 风吹雨打 久而久之 它就会退化 退化到完完全全失去韧度 看着它慢慢的破损 也看到它尽心尽力的支撑着 全心全意的挽救与修补 却被那自设的游戏细节迫进了不明朗的状况 细节中种种的限制 加上单方面过分投入的付出 换来了那自以为是的新新时代爱情观 网再也承受不住了 它终于破了 从古至今 爱情就只有一种 没有所谓新新时代的爱情观 或旧时代观念的爱情 曾经真正爱过的人 都会认同 真心经营的爱情都是刻苦铭心的

Endless Rain

Friday, January 18th, 2008

i m walking in the rain
dying, my body wet and hurting for some reason i weep
i embrace the intoxicated ice
kill me as i continue to wander forever
until i can forget your love

sleep is a narcotic that is exceptional
my heart is dissolves in the silence
flying up, my love is made to dance
my body trembling at the memory of the touch of a rose
i keep my love for you to myself

endless rain fall on my heart
in the wounds of this heart
let me forget
all of the hate
all of the sadness

it’s a dream, i m in love with you
let me sleep in your embrace

i awake from my dream
i cant find my way without you

the dream is over
your voice imitates the words again
floating lost along the ash-colored walls
i remember the dream in a reflection
until i can forget your love


all my love seems to flow from my body like a heart felt memory


days of joy, day of sadness slowly pass me by
as i try to hold you, you re vanishing before me
you re just an illusion
when i m awake, my tears have dried in the sands of sleep
i m a rose blooming in the desert


the dream is over
i can no longer hear the voice of your gentle words
floating off tear stained walls
so awakening in the morning, I ll move into my dreams
until I can forget your love


endless rain, fall in my heart, in this wounded soul
let me forget, all of the hate, all of the sadness
endless rain, let me stay a memory in your heart
let me take in your tears, take in your memoriez

The Season of Love

Monday, January 7th, 2008

A relationship is like a garden, if it is so thrive it must be watered regularly, special care must be given, taking into account the season as well as any unpredictable weather, new seeds must be sown and weeds must be pulled, to keep magic of love alive we must understand it’s seasons and nurture love’s special needs

Falling in love is like springtime, we feel as though we will be happy forever, we cannot imagine not loving our partner, love seems eternal, it is a magical time when everything seems perfect and works effortlessly, our partner seems to be the perfect fit, we dance together in harmony and rejoice in our good fortune

Throughout the summer of our love we realize our partner is not as perfect as we thought, and we have to work on our relationship, human always makes mistakes and is flawed in certain ways, frustration and disappointment arise, weeds need to be uprooted and plants need extra watering under the hot sun, it is no longer easy to give love and get the love we need, we discover that we are not always happy, and we do not always feel loving, it is not our picture of love, many couples at this point become disillusioned, they unrealistically expect it to be spring all the time, they blame their partners and give up, they do not realize that love is not always easy, sometimes it requires hard work under a hot sun, we need to nurture our partner’s needs as well as ask for and get the love we need it doesn’t happen automatically

The autumn of love, we get to harvest the results of our hard work, fall has come, it is a golden time-rich and fulfilling, we experience a more mature love that accepts and understands our partner’s imperfections as well as our own, it is a time of thanksgiving and sharing, having worked hard during summer we can relax and enjoy the love we have created

Then the weather changes again, and winter comes, during the cold, barren months of winter, all of nature pulls back within itself, it is a time of rest, reflection, and renewal, this is a time in relationship when we experience our own unresolved pain or our shadow self, it is when our lid comes off and our painful feelings emerge, it is a time of solitary growth when we need to look more to ourselves than to our partners for love and fulfillment, it is a time of healing, this is the time when men hibernate in their caves and women sink to the bottom of their wells

After loving and healing ourselves through the dark winter of love, then spring inevitably returns, once again we are blessed with the feelings of hope, love and an abundance of possibilities, based on the inner healing and soul searching of our wintery journey, we are then able to open our hearts and feel the springtime of love

Maria, thanks for you trust and support in the past, provide you values of love’s "guarantee" is my ought to do, i will put in my best effort to provide you my best love in coming future